this is my confession part 1

haiz.....
its like 3 in the morning...everyone is already sound asleep n im still awake....the only thing that is accompanying me right now is my small little phone which im using to write this blog with....
actually i am sleepy...bt i just CAN'T sleep...the reason is that i feel that im missing something in my life....and i can't just get what is it.....DAMN ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!....*sigh*...if i only knew...that would make a really big diffrence....

anyway...with tat writen..i got a piece of good news to share...wanna make a wild guess...???

haha...no its not tat i got a new gurl bt its kind of the other wae round....IM ALMOST TO MY 1 YEAR MARK OF BEING SINGLE!!!!HAHAHAHA.....that for me is a big improvement ppl!!....after all my days in sec school bein a player (breakin up with ALL my ex till they cried)*just for the record...to the girls that i told em that i had less than 10 ex's i lied....n im really SORRY to all of em..!!! actually i had more than i could count with my fingers n toes..*...my last ex gave me a really good wake up call...this time she was who asked for separation...and when she did that it feels like my heart just got riped out of me without painkiller...b'cos at that time i was starting to be sincere to her like how my ex's had been tryin to be with me.....now i know how my ex's feel when i droped the 'bomb' on em....DANG...well NOW i've learn my lesson...maybe KARMA is is having its bite on me tats y i've been single all this while....HMMM.....maybe....bt no matter...i like being single*though it could be lonely sometimes* b'cos i could concentrate with my studies n LISENCE!!!!haha...well maybe that 1 DAY the perfect little gurl would walk in to my life....till that happens IM SINGLE!!!!...hahaha
okie la...some dumb ass show is on channel 5 ryte nw and its kind of intresting....i'll continue with my confession some other time agh...

annieway just a little shout out to my friends who have been thur for me thanks y'all and thanks for accepting me as ur friend....

ite macpherson
*ahmad*hidie*alep*zee*yana*haru*trevor*

other:
dil & lan

bdk2 bola:
vicky,hairee,ahmad,prakash,ijat,apis.....and the whole lot of guys who made the effort to come down every saturday morning to reunite and play BALL!!!